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An AG story

Frake it! Aha I go to the club and sit in the corner, because I'm dressed really well all eyes are on me, kinda like a title to a Tupac song. I sit there and some guy blows smoke my way. I shake my head no, letting him know it's not a good Idea to blow smoke my way. soon my eyes catch the eyes of the best looking girl in the place, she starts to dance. I snap my finger at the bar and a guy rushes over. Who is that girl I ask and he tells me her name. How did she learn to move like that?

I take off my jacket and walk slowly unto the dance floor. She stares at me. I look back. she's dancing street, which is nice, but I had something a little different in mind. I break out my street mixed with the tango and I grab her and we get down. The other women have left their dates at the table, they try to cut in and dance with me, but the girl wont allow it, so everyone crowds around and watches. We leave and go back to my place for mad passionate video game playing.

Business

I've been offered a deal to help run a new Business. I'm very excited and I don't have to even put any money down. I just have to bring Ideas and general business sense. It's weird when people trust you to run the show to a great extent. Now I'm in charge of finding a profitable Idea. I just hope I live up to the my part, should be fun seeing though.

Jennifer Love Hewitt

So anyway I'm laying on my couch and I happen to fall asleep and there she is 26 year old fair maiden Jennifer Love Hewitt. Wow, and she was my girlfriend. what a great dream.

Just saw the Stepford Wives with Nicole Kidman, wasn't as bad as I would have thought, actually having a cool ending, but not as good as the older movies. The best remains Stepford Children. You know I like Disturbing Behavior also.

11:13 PM here, going to go to sleep. wish me happy dreams.

August 11

The rain falls outside today and a gentle breeze blows through the windows. I see shadows, but I always see shadows here, perhaps the shadows of pain and regret. Lonliness doesn't have a voice, but it echoes across the room. Grasping to take me and I wanting to go. Looking, peering into the screen.. the drum of silence beats as I march into and pass today.

Ever feel you're on the verge?

You know, it's when you know you're about to break a tackle sort ta speak. Like bust through and do whats going to lift you further than you ever been, well I'm at that point. It's scary, because will you change or will you be who you always were? If you change will you be able to get back to who you were? Is it meant for a man to make his dreams come true?

My mom says I'm picky?

With that she means that if I wasn't so paticular I may have been married with kids so she could have grand babies. meh, it's not about being too picky, it's just I don't want to make the same mistakes most people I know have made. They marry people who aren't that interesting in the first place. I want to marry only when I have found someone who keeps me interested, who is not boring, who isn't half a person looking for another half. She has to already be whole person. Who wants to rock life and who is commited to us as a family. And if she knows how to cook chinese meals the better. My favorite food, but if she doesn't I'll cook for her. I'll probably be the better cook anyway, but thats okay.

Kate Hudson and Monagamy

Apparently she says she doesn't think it's very realistic. She says she'd never cheat on her husband, but if he cheats she just doesn't want to know about it. Sorry Kate I think thats a cop out. It seems like you're honorable, but you think all men are dogs and will scratch their itch, but as long as he comes home to you? But what if he brings a disease back? Don't you think you're worthy to be loved in an exclusive manner? I don't think letting the guy have all the sex he wants outside of the marriage will keep it together, but I wish you well.

Hey

Caught Scary Movie 3 on cable yesterday. Dry very Dry movie, not funny. The MJ part was lame, if not mildly amusing, but only because the guy is so off doing the moves,

Has anyone ever noticed Fiona Apple has the saddess eyes? I can't look or listento her without wanting to give her a hug.

Ha found that there is a tennis court close by my house, need to get some rackets. I'll pretend I'm one of the Williams sisters and beat people with my power. Course I'll need a bucket of muscle cream if I manage to move like they move.

Aha no more updates today

Off to watch some movies, after listening to Puple Rain one more time. I loved the movie, Wish I had it on DVD. I like the ending when he's singing and the whole crowd is looking and the look on the club owners face is priceless. Prince seems like he put a bit of his soul in this song. One of the first songs I learned to play on my guitar.
See ya on the flip side!

I'm going to miss summer

It really has come along in comparison to how it started. I'm actually enjoying it right now. soon I'll be shoveling snow. hopefully I wont fall this year. I usually fall like 3 or 4 timess in winter. I usually laugh it off, but from now on I'm just going to act like I really feel when I fall. I'm going to burst into tears and scream, Why ME!!! Why MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!

My cousin is a weed head. he use to often say things like dude you need to hit this joint! I haven't seen him in a bit and I manage never to hit the joint, however I think I got a contact high one night becase we did some crazy stuff. We sat around laughing for hours over things that made no sense.

what the hell is wrong with my aunts? They keep sending me spam in the email. You know those letters you're susposed t send to everyone on your list? I'm getting the same email from 3 different aunts.