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Mixed World

My goal in life is to love all colors and shades of people. I can't be bound by hatred for anyone. racism is stupid. I don't see how you can see yourself as intelligent and hate someone because of skin color. I can't judge people by stereotypes everyone is different, some of the things my people do I'd never do. I'm sure that goes for everybody. It's pitiful that the goverment does so many things to seperate us.God made you who you are and I know shades of color were never meant to get in our way.

Weird news: I was watching a bug show yesterday "Bugging with Rudd" or whatever and he was talking about centipedes. and guess what should appear on the wall?!!!! A BIG CENTIPEDE. IT HAD TO DIE!!!!!

I wonder if every guy goes through a phase once he hits the 20s of wanting to have a family of his own? I really wanted to have a kid since 22, but then the thought went away and came back at 25, now at 27 I don't care so much. I wonder if it will come back.

YAY IT WENT WELL!!!!

Did the interview, took some test and if my background pans out I'm in. Not worried about that part because I've never been to jail.

An attractive female called me a gentleman for opening the door today. Don't many guys do that sort of thing now? Even better she lives right by me. ahem......ahhhhhh yeah

Okay here goes nothing

Job interview....HOLD ME!

I hate the funny butterflies you get before an interview

Atleast I always get these. terrible feeling, like I'll say something I can't take back or the person giving the interview will just not like me. It is only the night before, on the interview I'm fine. Well I'll hopefully know if I have the job at 10:00 AM tomorrow. It should be 2 hours before I get back then I'll post the results here to see if the butterflies were any indication.

Fights Jobs Movies

An interview Wed. A job for Night Watch In a highrise, which is cool. pretty good pay, way more than I'm making. I'll be a guy in uniform soon I guess. The extra money should help me accomplish some things.

Saw House of The Dead tonight. I'll just say stay away, it is just...there are no words.

Fight Fight Fight! A group of guys tried to intimidate my bro when he left my apartment on his way to work. There were so many of them I'm happy he came back and got me.My brother is really brave, but in this situation he did the smart thing. Cowards!! wont even say anything if there's as much as 2 people. I always feel God on my side when situations like that happen, if Samson can kill thousands I can handle a few worthless thugs. Don't have much problem around here, but for some reason seems like I have an incident every summer. I am soooo moving to a better neighborhood.

Someone is playing loud music outside

It's a nice beat though, kinda soothing. Makes me want to sleep. speaking of sleep I seem to have no insomnia now. which wont help with my upcoming 3rd shifts. Greatest thing is working basically alone at night and pulling out the CD player and playing CDs. Time just flies! I don't like 1st shift, can't get up that early, probably because I stay up to the AM hours. 2nd shift the trains and buses are too crowded. Have to always stand which sometimes I stand anyway, just would like an opportunity to sit. I'm a night person, the night is like my day. Have to lay off the coffee it makes me hyper. GRR they put a dunkin donuts right in the train station. Way to gain weight lol. Don't need the temptation of donuts and coffee and 3rd shift.

A little upset right now

The friend with kidney problems has become worst. Poor old guy. I think the upsetting part is he was susposed to go home in a few days. He told my mom that right now he is just praying to die. I know he doesn't really want to. I guess he's lost his will to live though. I can only pray he gets better. I find myself scared every time the phone rings.

My Prayers also go out to the family members of those who Died in the plane crash in Greece. May Jesus be with you.

Doing it your way

Mississippi Masala
Anyone ever see this film? It has Denzel, it's about a Black guy and Indian girl who fall in love. But the social climate for such a relationship in Mississippi isn't so accepting. I kind of like how at the end they say to hell with the world and just blaze their own paths. I love movies that deal with cultural issues.

I'm back

To spend the evening with you guys!

Thought I'd give some Lisa Marie songs a try, anything that makes me feel like I owe Britney an apology is a bad bad thing. Sounds like she's singing with a scarf wrapped around her face? I bet when she was in Bed with MJ she tried to sing and thats when he started sleeping on the floor. Bubbles probably got kicked out after an attempt on her life after he'd heard her in the shower. Maybe he was cleaning the toilet and doing house work.

My neck still hurts. Only if I try to look to the right though, serves me right for not sleeping in my bed and instead laying on the lousy couch.

Family Drama of the day: uncle not returning aunts emails, aunt emails me...what the hell am I susposed to do? Maybe it's because you are super selfish aunt and everyone in the family is tired of the way you use people. Leave me out of the petty arguments and inter family squabble, You're 41 grow up!!!!

I have a crook in my neck

Ouch I slept horribly yesterday, had weird dreams and manage to wake with a hurting neck. Looking like rain today so maybe I'll get soaked which is always nice, no seriously I like it. If you get rained on when you come into the house and change it feels so good. UNLESS!!!!! You get a crappy cold, which happened to me the last time I got wet.

Been invited to another family barbecue. with the entire family, don't want to go, may go may not. It will probably be the last one before things get cold. They annoy me so much though. If they weren't so material and about material aspects. For instance I don't have a car right now so I'll have to answer a zillion questions on why I don't have a car, same with not having a girlfriend. And then the disturbing part is they act like they are entitled to go there. Grrr this is why I always pass on these things. I can do bad all by myself :)