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My Angel, my all, my other self...Just a few words today and that in pencil, yours - Only tomorrow will I know for certain where I am to stay, a worthless waste of time and such...
Why this deep sorrow...if we could be united, we would feel this pain no longer. Where I am, you are with me also. Soon we shall live together and what a life it would be.
While still in my bed, my thoughts turn to you, my Immortal Beloved. Some of them happy, some sad. Waiting to see whether fate will hear us. I can live only completely with you or not at all. Yes, it must be.
I must go to sleep now. Be calm, love today, yesterday, what longing with tears for you, you, you're my life, my everything. Farewell then, go on loving me
The things I look for in a woman.
Has to be able to hold a conversation, I'd like someone who can suprise me, doesn't have to know it all, but is atleast able to communicate.
It would help if she likes movies, genre does really matter, she doesn't have to love horror movies, but it would help if she liked them. I'm pretty versatile here though, from slashers to Independents.
Like to eat, well this one is flexible, but I'd like to cook for her.
The big one. I'd like someone who was atleast marriage minded. Not that we'd just run and get married, but if we fell in love, she wouldn't be like she never wants to marry.
Can't hate animals.
I'd prefer if she didn't smoke or drink because I don't and drunk people are no fun, but I'm willing to work with her here if she's a social drinker.
get down girl go head get down (I gotta leave)
get down girl go head get down (I gotta leave)
get down girl go head get down (I gotta leave)
Sorry, but this song has me moving
She calls and says she still loves me in the one sentence and then she says she's sending back the locket I gave her.Great, how great. and what the hell does it all mean. I'm not even sure myself, yes I miss her, yes I miss sharing with her my time,but just don't know. She's the only person with the ability to get to me like this, like have me wondering where we are going next.
Did I ever mention I'm a great cook? Yeah I cook very well, many people encouraged me to be a chef for years, but I honestly feel like that would kill the joy of cooking. I don't like measuring and I'm not stuck on presentation. I do what I want to make my food taste good, so I'm not trying to follow a set of rules. People love my food, but I get tired of it, really I need someone for dinner convversation, it's why I remain searching for Misses AG, not talking about marriage, but to share the simple things in life for now.
I'm not as angry today. I think getting my feelings out helped, although I'm still as angry at goverment officials though. I like to relax by putting on the headphones and laying back in my chair and then I imagine crazy things I should be probably be trying to do in real life, well not all of them. Me and my mom might be going to help in New Orleans.
My boy Allan danced well with his partner last time Melody although there was a weight and height difference I though they tore it up, but the judges ripped Allan and Praised Melody. They both ended up dancing the solos to see if they would stay in the competition. Allan Vs Ryan and Melody Vs Snejana Urbin exccuse me if I mess the names up, but Ryan killed Allan in the solo, he ripped it up, he deserves to stay. I also thought Snejana was brilliant. I could watch her dance all day. I look foward to the next show.
I find myself really angry at so many things lately. I know I need to get over this, as it's the most angry time in my life. It's like I can just feel it surging in my body. I'm angry at hypocrites, angry at the system, angry at myself
I've always been able to cut my anger off, but now it seems it's just building and building, like heartburn when you don't have any Tums.
The Katrina thing is part of my anger, the way it seems like the black community there is being disregarded by officials. I don't like to see babies crying because of hunger,don't like to see my people being treated as sub human, Where is all the help and why did it take so long? The only thing I can do iis pray for them and donate. And be mad. There are hungry white people there and it's sad that they probably would be getting help if they were with other white people. I watched a report and it was beautiful how the people of different skin colors were relating to each other.
If you want to see a great movie start here. I saw it yesterday and was blown away, it's has such an awesome dreamlike atmosphere. One of the best love stories I've seen. It's not mushy and it's dark and violent at times. It throws so much at you and lets you interpret the art yourself.
Looking back
How did I get here?
Chasing circles
Never thought so near
I’ m shaded by the red
Now I want you
I walk this way in my dreams slowly
Far away
Your distant light’ s on me
Im shaded by the red
[Chorus]
Maybe that’s what it takes
For me to be with you
Maybe it’s our love saved,
Maybe that’s why it breaks
And we do the things we do
Maybe that’s what it takes
I promise new content and a closer glance at the workings of my life. Prepare to be blown away.
Ignore that line^^^ I can never tell if I'm sharing too much or not enough. I don't want to seem vain, but this place was to get to know me so I want to be better about that. I promise promise to post a pic soon, so all you females, be prepared to be amazed. Yeah I got it like that!!! JUST JOKING. My going to the car Lot was delayed a few days, but I promise to have pics to show you guys on what I decide to buy. It's going to be a SUV for sure. I can't wait to drive IT to other states, like I know I'm going to road trip next year.
PEACE OUT!!!
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